This song was once my background music long time ago... but i still love this song alot
ARGH Many things happen today...
and i am just feeling helpless , stress and depress right now
Just yesterday everything was still nice and happy...
Today when i just woke I saw mom with a very black face washing a black pot in the kitchen… Then I found out it was because my dad actually forgot to off the fire and went to sleep when he is boiling the soup
So the pot end up “chao ta” and whole kitchen have that smoky smell
My dad try to apologies to my mom but she just don’t reply and just continue washing the pot with a very unwilling face . Awhile later my mom THROW the pot into the toile (which make a very loud noise) and she started her nonsense …
My dad just stand there looking at her letting her scold and scold…
About 10 min later my mom finally stop..
She take out a small pot and wanted to boil something but when she try to start the fire , the fire just wont start
And so she start her 2nd round nonsense again…
Then suddenly my dad finally speak “如果真的坏了...我们就买一个新的...这只是一个小事,为什么发脾气 ! ?“
Then my mom just start crying and shouting at my dad (you wouldn’t want to know what she have said) and i think it have been 10 years since i saw her last cry.
And so because of the burning pot… I was late 1 hour for my dental appointment
So now I have hard time biting hard food again…
After the appointment I went straight home wanting to start settling my FYP things
And I saw my mom is already back to normal laughing out loud playing marjong with those aunties at my house .
Then i start arranging the time with my teammates and the adviser . But when the date-time is being set one of the teammates suddenly say she couldn’t make it . So after the date- time is being change another teammates suddenly realize and say he couldn’t make it too . So we change again . And this time is the advisers say he couldn't make it…
OMG… my day is bad enough already please don’t play with me anymore…
Now is 2am and my dad still sitting at the living room stoning
T felt like my heart will shatter any moment
Blue bracer this time...



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